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This is a lesson in procrastination November 29, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — jenniejenmarie @ 10:00 pm

I cannot begin to tell you how many times I’ve started a post with this title.

Two papers due tomorrow and I’m about a page into the first one. I maybe should have delegated my time a little more efficiently, but that’s no matter.

3 more weeks and I am free. 3 more weeks and I will have free time and days off again. I really can’t wait! Hopefully, I can finally get everything that I’ve been putting off done. Graduating really clears my schedule-what will I do with the rest of my time??

I just don’t think I’m over school yet. I mean I’m over it in the sense that I can’t wait to be done with this degree, but I feel like these cannot possibly be the last classes I will take ever. In fact this thought is so disheartening I just won’t  believe it.

I’m just so sleepy.

Oy! Almost done.

 

Clueless. November 23, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — jenniejenmarie @ 11:36 pm

Sometimes I just cannot possibly fathom why people behave in the manner that they do.

I wish I could be better at getting over some things. I just can’t seem to legitimize the actions of some people. It’s like they systematically ruin all the good and important moments in my life and I am somehow supposed to compensate for the loss by excusing their actions and writing it off as being the bigger person. Mostly, I am tired of this situation and the way that it makes me feel.

Oh well, there are other great people willing to be a part of my life and for them I am thankful.

I feel like I have a million things standing between me and graduation. This feeling is fucking terrifying so many things due so little time. I feel this way every year around Thanksgiving-the end of semester panic. Next Thanksgiving will be different and hopefully I won’t be working at the BEP.

Here’s a sorta realistic goal: Next Thanksgiving I want to eat an embarassing amount of food (family presence is negotiable) at a table with nice people and fresh flowers, I want to watch the parade, and I want to see some football. I want to drink beer, eat pumpkin pie, and later fall asleep (pass out) on the couch. My only other demand: none of this food can be supplied by the BEP

That would truly be the life.

Bought my cap and gown today. I am so ready to be done, so ready in fact I’m no longer worried or scared, just ready to have time again. I miss time. Time to do things I like to do instead of things I have to do. Time to eat, sleep, and run. Ohhh man, I can’t wait until time is on my side again.

This day warrants a drink!

 

Uh-Oh It’s morningtime again. November 12, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — jenniejenmarie @ 6:17 pm

I wish this song wasn’t impossible to find on the interwebs, this is the best I could do.

http://hypem.com/track/749681/Little+Wings+-+Uh+Oh+It+s+Morningtime+Again+

I feel this might be the end of a chapter. Can’t say I’m all that upset.

 

Today is a good day.

 

 

spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams November 9, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — jenniejenmarie @ 1:19 am

some things are just too good.

Lately has been too good. Life is finally coming back together. Bills are paid, I have a car (01′ cavalier-named Pearl),  a little over a month left until graduation, and I finally have time to run again. Sheesh.

I just can’t believe I’m almost done with my undergraduate. What to do now? I literally feel like I have endless possibilities. I feel like I could move or travel or find a job somewheres else. I feel like I could maybe make some actual monies. I feel like I can finally ESCAPE the Black Eyed Pea. I feel as crazy as life is…it’s almost stable.

Mostly I feel like I did it on my own.  Granted future me is not going to be happy paying off all these college loans, but I suppose there are worse investments to have made.

This week has beeen more than productive already and it’s just Monday.

I feel like I need some new tunes.

Sorry I missed this show, but I rarely buy tickets 3 months in advance (tis’ ridiculous):